The Misery Inside Me


by O. Hiba

In and out
In and out
Can’t hold it down

No matter what I do
You are always there
Waiting while I bear
This constant feeling of despair

Desperate to try it all
Why did I surrender before?
If only I'd loved myself more
But I am broken to react

How much longer can I bear
This constant feeling of despair
On every day and night
You take from my life


Now all there is left
Is to live as it is
And bear all of it
The misery inside me

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An old self, whom I chose to erase A fraction that stays, in hopeless disdain No notion nor thought for what I did not know I meant no harm, I just meant to survive Amidst a toxic live, any way I could find I shared all my nerves but also my love I was charming at first, just to suddenly break My love was sincere, in a self without esteem Yes you give what you get, tho I did try to learn Which I took to heart, soul and mind
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