My Life as a Drama Queen

An old self, whom I chose to erase A fraction that stays, in hopeless disdain No notion nor thought for what I did not know I meant no harm, I just meant to survive Amidst a toxic live, any way I could find I shared all my nerves but also my love I was charming at first, just to suddenly break My love was sincere, in a self without esteem Yes you give what you get, tho I did try to learn Which I took to heart, soul and mind

You made fun of My reading But that was my friendship That was My world Not one but a bunch I gave it no rest But submerged in the pages Where everything in them Had no perfect self They were my world To learn and to cope From the outside storm Where I couldn't belong  And had no tribe of My own To form those bonds they require for growth